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05:54 pm
12/9/09

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chubbaxcheeks
thug life.
life is good. looooove my new job & the people i work with. mad hawtiez.
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01:10 pm
12/1/09

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chubbaxcheeks
fuckers.
soo, this week has blowed quite severly, lemme just start..

-broke up with boyfriend. awesome.. for the 56th time. still it puts a downer on my week.
-lost my job partly due to the fact that i drank one too many glasses of wine at wandersons house, smoked one too many bowls. woke up realizing i not only wet his bed, but also got my period all over it and the bathroom floor. thankfully, i have no shame. however, i took my shitty hangover as an opportunity to do a no call no show at work, cause i HATE working for renato. i start working in hyannis sunday.
-im broke, and freaked i wont be able to pay my bills this month and my car will get repossessed.
-some fat bull dyke lesbian is starting shit, which led to a shitty ass boring weekend that involved me watching judge judy reruns with my mom. while ALL my friends were back from college and got together. did i see any of them? NOPE.

awesome week for sure.
my tanning membership is also running out, and thats also quite upsetting. :)

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06:46 pm
10/20/09

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chubbaxcheeks
so..
i just found out my best friend moved to providence and became a prostitute.
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Current Music:
 Fucks like a star- Porcelain and the Tramps
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06:53 pm
10/19/09

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soo, this weekend was the usual lameness.
worked 32 hours in 2 and a half days, with barely any relax time.
spent the weekend with wando, obv.
its really sad.. i think im becoming unattrcted to him. is that possible?
i still care about him, LOTS. and i could say i still loved him but.. i cant hvae sex with him like we used to! haha.. really. i cant even kiss him hardly, because im not really attracted to him anymore. was with him for nearly two years, and i though he was the greatest thing since sliced bread.. but i cant even do it anymore.. i dont know, im still just really confused with the situation right now..
ON ANOTHER NOTE- went out with a guy today, from bwater.
hes very youngish.. hes 18.. soooo not used to that, and he was just really shy and so unsure of himself.. im not used to that. im used to really confident guys..
ps, im scared ill fail school because i never go.

qoues of the week
"I FUCKING HATE YOU GUYS, I WISH I COULD JUST RUN AROUND YOU GUYS BUTT ASS NAKED"-my mom
"yo bukkrack was hangin out gurrl, i wanted to put a quarter in it"-blackie.

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Current Music:
 corazon- prima j
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10:27 pm
10/4/09

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chubbaxcheeks
buttface.
-i did somthing so very retarted this morning.
-i almost walked out of my jobs 12 times today.
-i love my work friends. i wish i could have taken them back to college with me.
-im leaving this shit ass college and getting an apartment with wando, so i can chill out for a bit.
-i love kool-aid, and i need to go tanning.
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05:16 pm
9/30/09

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chubbaxcheeks
kc.
so today was the first day at my internship. theres a whole FOUR fucking kids in the class. im not even kidding.. why are we paying taxes on having all these preschool teachers, when we dont even need them? but its kinda cool, because 2 of the kids are special needs, and the othe two are model students. walking to the elementary school is a bitch though.. my favorite comments from men were
"soooooo hott"
" HI!"
and my aboslute fav.. "i'd hit that so hard"
its awesome.

ps. i decided for the rest of my time here, i'm going to become a library clam.
pps. i wanna become a coyote ugly girl.
ppps. i love kristin cavellari.

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11:29 pm
9/28/09

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chubbaxcheeks
so effin lame.
so probally havent written in about a year. but..
i'm at college, and no lie.. its the most boring thing i've ever done. my expectations were so high, i though college was gonna be a huge party, and i would meet buttloads of people. i've only made about a few friends.. and i feel like i just sit and ROT in my room.. i literally do nothing. except when i eat dinner with chy. its gotten so bad that I resort to taking the train to boston at least once a week because its so lame here. i havent found a job yet & im sick of going home every weekened to bang out 12 hour shifts. literally, i work 34 hours in two and a half days. IUHIDH.. and moneys tight, i have to pull $900 outta my bum every month for bills. and its barely happeneing. i freaked out last night when wanderson was driving me home, because i was just soo unhappy and stressed. he made it all better.. and he offered to help me out, and pay my bills for the month. i dont know how he puts up with me cause i think i told him to shut the fuck up every time he tried to console me. haha

ps. i think im switching my major to fashion merchandising. :)

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07:49 pm
11/23/08

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chubbaxcheeks
Rant.
So, I havent written in a long time. Literally, I just have not had the time. My life is insane. Im going to school full time and working 40 hours a week just to pay for rent, cell phone, car insurance, college, gas and food. Yesterday I worked from 10am-1am. Fucking 15 hours. I never have time to even see my friends anymore. Though many of them think i'm just too busy fucking wanderson. I'm not. I barely ever see him.
My little sister just got admitted into a mental hospital. My moms freaking out. My mom cant afford barely any food for thanksgiving, because she missed so much work. My car has an inch thick layer of ice on the ground where the gas and break pedals are. I'm sweating balls because the brazilian midget that lives with me has a problem staying warm, so the heats on about 85 degrees. I dont feel like doing laundry, though I badly need to.
I hate the stereotype that goes along with the people attending CCCC's. It's not true, I have met more inteligent people attending this school than any other person that left to go to a "real" college.
I hate my job more than ever. 30% of the people there are pathological liars. 60% of them are fucking morons that need to lay off the drugs. 10% of them I actually get along with.

I think I just need a deep tissue massage.

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08:51 pm
1/3/08

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chubbaxcheeks
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TWO THOUSAND FUCKING EIIIGHTT. we graduate!ahhhhh. i'm so pumped, i fucking hate being confined in falmouth, it absolutley blows. my testicles.

so little life update.
-got an actual haircut. shoulder length. i miss curling my hair. =[ but it's cool beans i suppose.
-i hate my fucking job so much, and especially the assistant manager, kevin. if you ever read this i beg of you to throw yourself off the nearest cliff, and excessively bleed. thank you.
-college app's all set (minus the shitty fee's)
-i'm in love with a man who speaks minimal english. and i just dont give a fuck what anyone thinks. =] cause i'm actually realllyyyhappy for once.
-i've been sick for two consecutive months with some unknown virus. woohoo!
-i actually shave myu legs every night now. mostly.
-forever 21 is my favorite store of all time, and i would like to fuck every member of brand new.
-i plan on getting a bagillion tatoo's when i turn eighteen.

that's all for tonight. =]

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11:52 pm
10/26/07

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chubbaxcheeks
i hate my life.
So, people think my fear of public speaking is a joke.
They think, "oh you'll be fine, shutup!"

So.. Friday I had an oral in english. I have been basically crapping my pants since I got the assignment. I got up there, said about 3 words clearly.. then for the rest of the sentence, my voice started shaking, and I legit, started crying! My eyes started to water, and I shook my head and told him I couldn't do it.
Thennn. as if that wasn't embarassing and traumatizing enough, he had to call me out after class. He aske dwhen I wanted to do it again, and I asked if I could go after school somtime. He goes "Oh, no.. you're gonna try it again Monday.." I want to fucken throw myself off a cliff. This means that before Monday, I have to somehow get a doctors note of soem sort, and try to get put on meds. Ughhh, it's wicked serious. I wish it came easier for mee.
Well.. I have a massive wedgie, and my fake eyelashes are falling into my eyeballs. =]
sweet!

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Current Music:
 New Found Glory
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